The Whackness

Something strange about life really. I was hoping it was dealt out by Karma as it seems like a pretty fair system lol, but then it would seem that I'm a horrible 2 everyone for all the crap that keeps happening in my life but I know that's not the case so I'm left wondering how it works. It is 2 do with positive thinking? Maybe. The only thing I am sure of is that most of the time, the more I try to understand it, the less it makes any sense. I guess we should try and look at what is good in our lives and be happy and thankful for that and just stop concentrating on the whackness.
Don't Worry About a Thing, Coz Every Little Thing Is Guna Be Alright :)
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HolidaaY..... CelebraaaTE!

Aha at last a holiday! Hoorah! Felt a little upset when it turned out we were not going to Littlesea as that place will always b very special to me and hopefully I can convince the other half to let us have our yearly holiday there but besides that I realised it was silly to b upset coz i was on holiday with my boys for the first time :)
It's our first family holiday which is nice and I'm looking forward to spending time with my little family. I hope the weather is nice over the weekend coz it was a bit cold with cold wind 2day. I shall let u know what else occurs on our hols later :) x
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Outside

I wish I was outside again, easier on the outside looking in, easier to advise, Easier 2 survive, stay on the outside.
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So what do u do when you have been told your boring?
I'm not sure?
I dont talk and when I do I don't have anything to say that is of any interest to anyone but me?
All that comes out of my mouth is random crap?

I don't get it, is it that im boring or im just not exciting enough because theres no drama going on anymore?
I guess past experience has made me this way but am i going to stay as this stranger i seem to have become?
Feeling a bit alone right now.

Boy oh boy!

Ok so 2day I am officially overdue @ 40wks +1dy and it doesn't look like this little man wants to go anywhere just yet. Mind u I don't know if I would want to, I suppose it might be a bit like being a mega rich famous person on holiday in the Bahamas - it's always nice and hot, you get to lie about all day and snooze, nice sound of the sea and everything u could possibly want is brought too you. Why the hell would u go anywhere else?!
There's a few things I'm going to try and see if it works:
Firstly we r going to the cinema tonight so he might not be able to resist the urge to embarrass me in public by making my waters pop while we're there.
Secondly I put off changing the bed sheets last week incase he showed up in the night but now I figure that it might be a good idea to do that.
And thirdly I'm just guna dance around the house a bit, see if I can't shake the little bugger out!

I shall keep you updated on my little experiments. X
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Almost D-DAY! Or Should I Say EDD Day?!

So 2moro is my EDD (estimated Due Date) not quite sure why they bother giving one when only 5% of babies are ever born on their date. Paperwork purposes I guess!
Yesterday was a lovely day, the sun was out and it was nice and warm. We had Lee's brother and sister in law round for lunch which was nice apart from all the pointless ape-like screaching that kept coming out of Lewis' mouth but what can u do! Lee made a very yummy roast dinner which thinking about it, I could eat again right now mmm yum. Then late afternoon we went to the pub to meet Melissa & Allen for a drink which was nice coz we don't really get invited anywhere by anyone and we don't even know anyone up here so it's great to have new friends :)
It's Melissa's due date today. She doesn't think anything will happen but I told her just to wait and see coz you never know!
I'm just lying in bed wondering if I should get up and eat now or stay snuggled for a bit longer. Snuggling by yourself just isn't the same though is it? :( Lee come back from work so we can snuggle and eat coco pops in bed together! Xxx
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17 days til D-Day!

D-Day being due day of course lol! Not long til baby arrives and I'm desperate to get up out of bed and do some DIY or vacuuming or maybe even ironing with a bit of bathroom scrubbing chucked in but I'm way to tired for that and I don't think neighbours downstairs would like it too much at this time of night.
Well for those of you interested I've been having mild period pain for the past few days so that's a good sign I guess. Only problem is that now it hurts to walk, sit, stand, turn over in bed and just about everything that I have to do so u can imagine how irritating it is. Oh and I have to pee every 2 minutes as well so that's fun!
Right time to sleep instead of moan, although I can prob see me continuing my rant tomoro lol....... Until then night night! Xx
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